My love

My new lappy background.

Full of my baby's face. 

Been through alot of problems lately ,

quarrels , broken up , conflicts .

But i never once stop loving nor show .

 I may failed to love at times , but i want you to know , you're always gonna be the one .

The one i will use my life to protect  from all harms.  

The one that i will love with all my might , being who i am is what i what .

Sorry baby , if lately i' failed to be observant towards you .

Please know , i love you .  

it's been 2 months plus already . 

Never will i want you to leave . baby . 

Baby ,

Today is our first month of us being together.
Baby , you literally touched my heart , you love melt my heart . Teared with joys , with you in my mind . From the first day till now , always . You've been the one that can do so . Do you know that having you is such a bless . I love having you here , there's never once i would want to be apart from you , because you're the only one that can bring happiness into my life , with you i feel my world . Of you , i want to be a better person for you . At time i feel that i'm such a lousy person , because sometimes i just
feel that , i can't do anything for you at times. 
I want to find my faith , strengthen my confidences for you .
To be a real man of yours , by your side .

I can't find a right words, or even a paragraph of message for you . So i'll sum it up . I LOVE YOU .

Theres never once I wanna be apart from you . Even for a second. I love having you around with me ♡

 Gifts from me to my baby <3

 Love letter wrote from baby <3

Past .

 Everyone do have a past that they never want to remember , to recall . So much so that we can delete that moment of time so that we we can feel so much better in life . This past of mine , been such a nightmare to me . I still remember of how i get through these shits . How stupid i was in the past . 

At times , i thought i could just hide this for the rest of my life and i won't let it out in any way . 

I could start everything afresh , not thinking about it . Until today , i'm still facing it , while all the times 

all i wish is to run away from it . There's no way i could face all these . Time flies , it's 2013 now . 6 years . Well , just some speech that i couldn't describe in any words. Just hatred . Sometimes i just wish i could end everything in my life , stop this life of mine , but am i being too selfish to people around me too ? 

I don't understand , i'm living for myself . Why can't , for once . I put myself infront of the rest first .

Well , maybe that's who i am , and therefore i'm always being played , cheated , taken for granted . All sort of things.  I'm slowly getting used to it , my heart has slowly became numb too . 

这条路走一半 突然累得失去方向 时间有点晚 谁和我一样孤单

经过 太多思念 心的缺 空的夜 我却无力改变 我应该怎么办 怎么勇敢 怎么说无所谓 

Loving someone is a leap of faith , whereas being love is such a blessing . 

It's been long , since i've been loved by someone . As much as her . 

Such happiness , such smiles are rare . It happens once in a life time to me .

I'm gonna treasure her well , she's my precious of all right now. 

I'm so thankful for having her in my life . 

So touched by her this morning , didn't sleep much and went to fairprice just to get ingredients

to cooked for me . Thanks dear <3 touched and appreciated much by you . Iloveyou <3

Speaks my mind .

All these shall speaks my mind . 

I have no fear of the world when I am with you, and you understand me completely. You love my crazy ways. Love me for what I am. I love you for accepting me how I am and being with me despite my weaknesses.

I'm just holding on tight...

I've got someone who loves me more then words can say

And I'm thankful for that each and every day

And if I count all my blessings, I get a smile on my face

Still it's hard to find faith..

But if you can look in my eyes

And tell me we'll be alright

If you promise never to leave You just might make me believe

But lately I'm afraid that even love is not enough.

I promise to stay if you promise to never leave.
I'm afraid that you'll get bored of me one day .
Yes, I'm afraid of commitment. I'm afraid of getting too attached to someone. I'm afraid of loving someone too deep, that eventual heartbreak is inevitable.

That's all for today i guess, i shall sleep early tonight . 

Night peeps. 

kthxbye :)

Goodnight lovelies. 

It's been 2 months plus i've not blogged.  My lappy broke down . Couldn't update any stuffs.

Yesterday my dad bought me a new toy <3 Thanks daddy for the macbook pro . Awesome <3

Oh well , this pass two months , many things happened.  Being happy , upset , hurt deeply etc . 

but today I'm able to stand up on my feet , to be who i am again . Is all because of my wonderwomen <3 

010113 : 0101 <3 

This wonderwomen of mine , her love for me is great . 

She protected me , being with me all the while .

She have been there for me all this while , so much so that 

all these happiness that i'm having right now is she the one who gave it to me .

She left my life with such a big impact . 

Thank so much for being part of my life all these while . 

You'll be my wonderwomen , i'll be your superman .

Being there for you as much as you do for me . 

Been missing so much lately, falling for you way much deeper .

I'm afraid of some certain things at times. 

Baby , know what . I love you so much . 

So much that i don't know what to say .

Only my actions prove them all . 

I'm not good with words . 

But i can only say it by saying " I love you " 

I want to fight for you , with all i can . 

Using this time to get things right between us . 

I don't know how long can we last , but as long as you're not letting me go ,

I'm never gonna give up on us too . 

I want to give you the best of myself to you . 

Giving you all i can , to make you feel happy with me around you. 

i want to be able to be the one , always , who brighten up your day daily .

To be the one who understand you.

lastly , TO BE YOUR MAN ! 

 Thanks for all those things you have done for me in live . 

Appreciate it so much , and i really do . 

To many "thanks" to say to you .

I want you here with me , to the fullest <3 

 ILOVEYOU : your man <3 


I don’t have words to describe what I feel for you. I fall deeper in your love with every passing day. Every moment I spend with you, feels like a dream. I’m madly in love with you.