Please bare with me , give me some time by reading them .
It's a long post .
♥
Still remember how we first met ? On 30 june , The day i saw you at cinieleisure and i keep bio you , that moment when i saw you at gong cha till crown pool and we took a photo there together ♥
Soon the next day , i pm you on facebook , taking that photo from you , meanwhile hoping to have nonstop conversation between us and we led on to being together now ♥
020712 - I texted you , had a short conversation and you told me that you're heading to marina barrage that day . I went late , and it was raining . I reach there about 7+ at night . I reached , and you're drenched . Took pictures , playing with the spray . Still remember i was running towards you , targeting you all the while . That night , you were close to me . After marina barrage , we head to tiong bahru to have our dinner . That night you teared . I comfort you , and send you home after dinner ♥
030712- We texted the whole day . Somehow things changed . From friends become calling each other baby . It started with you ever since we went to marrina barrage ♥ haha ! You told me your problems and i was over protective towards you from people harming you . You requested a chinese song from me .
040712- Remember that night was the night you first called me , and you were at waterfront . I was busy that day and so i didn't went down to find you . That day , you somehow got your leg injured and you caused me worried ♥
050712- I was suppose to be fetching you from school that day and you admitted into hospital and got me really angry , i went to kkh to visit you and i'm was the first to be there . I was so angry that i didn't talk much to you . After a few hours , things got better that day ♥
060712- On that day , was when i was really angry and moodless because of you and your ex . I didn't bother to give a damn to you . I feel that i was just so extra over there and i got really fed up and went home early that day ): You told me that day that you choice me over him , i was shocked because at that moment i have no intention , but maybe yes . Unsure , but was happy when i heard you saying that . Maybe i'm jealous that day ♥
070712- That day , I was suppose to go and find you , but i got something on that day . We chatted on the phone that night . ♥
080712-. That day we went to marina barrage and have our dinner at bugis food court . That day i got angry again because of me hearing some guy coming . That day we were so sweet, i send you all the way to yishun ♥The day when you and your mum quarrel and your mum disowned you . You were upset that day . We were on the phone talking to each other .♥
♥090712 - The day when we offically got together . The day when you broke up with you ex . The day when i'm working . The day when you wanted to push me away . You quarreled with you mum again , that day . Some how things got better ♥♥♥ That day was the day when we got together , the day where i told myself i must dote you . The day when you'll be under my care and i'll protect you with all i can ♥
100712- That day when i went to fetch after school to go out ♥ I told you a good news that day about us . You were so happy that you almost burst out crying. You were so sweet that day , you wrote a diary for me and waiting for the time to pass because you're looking forward to see me and the time is crawling slowly ♥ I was very tired on that day , due to no sleeping . But i'm happy when you're with me . I meet you at yishun and we went to bugis to meet neelie , claire , eva to have our dinner and went to play pool . That night i got my hand injured because of one guy due to my anger . Well , and we went to Kampong chaichee to sing ♥ That night was lovely with the sone you sang ♥ That cause me to be addicted to it . "下一個天亮"
110712- Met you after school , you rush over to my house to find me that day to have a chat with elysia . Was happy to see you again . You wrote diary for me again , this time round is with drawings ♥ You love fucking cute with uniform that it keep my smile on my face for the whole enitre day. ♥ Poking your cheek the whole day ♥ We went to sengkang and have our dinner . That night your dad almost disowned you . Am so sorry ): I feel bad and guilty that day but things are alright that day .♥
120712- On thursday , we didn't meet . I slept the whole day , and you were calling me in the afternoon but i didn't pick up . sorry baby , wasn't on purpose . We were on the phone the whole night . You seems to be happy that day as i guess things are getting better for you now . ♥ Iloveyou .
130712- On friday . You end school early today . Meet you at woodland . Waiting for you to reach and went for pizza hut with freddy . Today was awesome , together with you . Just simply you, me and freddy . Went to party world . You sang "下一個天亮" again . Awesome♥ . Do you know how you could actually makes me smile by singing that . I told you the favourite sentence of mine , because is somehow seems like us ♥ Baby . i love you . we had a awesome day today , you being so sweet . Taking photos together . Our memories ♥ That night you make a video just for me . With you having flu , being soo sleepy . Baby , i can really see your effort ♥ Thank you so much ♥
140712- On saturday , meet you at cinieleisure . Baby ♥ you know that i love looking at you with your fringe up , you got yourself a new look for me today . Thank you baby ♥
150712- On sunday . We had a long phone chat with you at night , though we didn't meet . Know what ? Just by listening to your voice , i'm fine ♥ That day you're so happy because i told you talked to your shiver ! Finally (: I love seeing you happy around me ♥ Smile more alright ♥
At the same time we had some argument . I'm sorry baby . I just want you to be fine around me.
You know i dote you and very protective over you , i'll never wants anything to happen to you ♥
iloveyou ♥
160712- On monday . You have school ): I woke you up ♥ I want to be the one waking you up for school always. Being the very first voice you hear when you wake up ♥ But you're sick that day . was suppose to meet you , but didn't . Sorry baby . ♥ We argue over the same things again .
I feel so disappointed at that moment . i hope you understand , i'm being controling over you ):
i'm sorry for being harsh on words . I'll never do it anymore . I'm sorry . ♥
170712- On tuesday , I woke you up in the morning again ♥ Baby , you know what ? It's such a blessing of waking you up and having you to hear my voice once you wake up , although i'm not beside you . You ought to be strong alright . I'll be here still ♥ i love you . Meet you on that day afterschool ♥ Had some problem , causing you to worry for me . Baby , i'm fine . Sorry to let you worry for me , i'll be fine , i'll still be here kay ♥ Went to amk and had dinner and you were so happy that day . Baby , finally i see you smiling around me ♥ Keep smiling alright ♥
180712- On wednesday , we chat on the phone , didn't meet. I miss you really much . That day i heard many things , got so worried and a little upset . You telling me you're letting your mum know about me and you . Hoping things will be fine . That night just seems weird . I miss you so much ♥
I'm so afraid , you'll let go of me . will you ? That night i got so breathless that i couldn't sleep at night . Went up to hospital .
190712- On thursday . Sorry baby , got your worried again . Contact you at such a late timing , causing you not going to school for me . I'm sososo sorry . That shows how much you cared for me ♥ Thank you .
200712- Friday . Today . I woke you up in the morning for school ♥ As usual .
meet you at cinieleisure . You were in a bad mood today . I have no idea how to cheer you up .
No idea what's happening in the first place . Until i found out .
Baby ; I know you've seen that video that've done for you . Here is the dairies i've comeplete for you.
Even before we were together . I've type on my computer daily . Wanting to hand it over to you on our 1st month . I want to hand this to you right now . To read them before everything is gone . I cherish every moment of our time being spend together . Be it isit happy or sad . Good or bad . As long as we're near each other , i'm happy . I hope you're also happy being with me . I promised you before i'll be here for you no matter what is going on , i'll be your protection . I know your mum had rejected us being together . I know you still wants to be with me . Baby , i'll promise you , i'll be save and sound . I'll protect you still . I'll be here to walk through this path together with you , if you're willing to . Baby . I love you too .I'm sorry for times when i got so angry easily , for not cherish those time with you . I want you to know .you're not alone . I promise . "A boyfriend shouldn't just be a boyfriend. To have it happier and more worthwhile, he should also be your very best friend." I hope i could be the one being right there as your partner , as well as a good friend of yours when you're having problem , you can share with me without having any worries or even thinking twice about it . Baby , have a little faith , a little trust on us .
So , baby . Are you willing to walk through this with me ?
♥ iloveyou ♥