Would you capture it or just let it slip?

 Life is such a bitch at times isin't? Sometimes i'm really so tired of life . No idea of how to head forward , impossible to turn back the clock . It's so tough being a human sometimes. I do agree life is full of fun . ups and down.  Sometimes at the lowest point of myself , i couldn't care much but to let my emotion to take over control of myself . It just sucks so much , the moment when your tears roll down from your eye and all you could do was to cry . What's after crying ? Tired ? Escape ? What else ? I aren't someone who will escape my problems , i'm finding ways to handle them . Telling myself , decide to delete everything of yours . Just when i'm doing fine without you , you pop out in my life again . At that point of time , i told myself that i can't let this control me , because i know for sure , things will start again . Indeed it did and now i've to try hard to let you go again . I've no idea why you meant so much to me . It's really weird . One thing i know , i care . I care for you more than anyone else . I've given you everything . I'm left with my life and soul . Do you want them too ?

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There’s always a little truth behind every “just kidding,” a little knowledge behind every “I don’t know,” a little emotion behind every “I don’t care,” and a little pain behind every “It’s okay.” "

 This quote above is pretty true . I swear . I aren't someone who will share my problems out , i prefer handling them to myself . People says " Share it to someone else that you trust , you'll feel better " Yeah , that's true . What's after that ? Feeling is back to square one and there isn't any help at all . Get what i mean . yeah~  After all we are born alone . I bet we die alone too . But with god , jesus guiding me through , i believe everything is just a piece of cake to me . life will be better for me as i go through this . 

"if you had one shot, one opportunity to seize everything you ever wanted would you capture it or just let it slip? "

i still love you 

it's time to let it to the end of our story .

Everything will be fine for me .

Today . went out the whole day . Many things happened . Hope things will go smoothly . I'm pretty tired and shall rest early tonight .

But ofcourse . Before that , i shall watch my show first (: 

goodnight everyone . It's 4:45am now .

kthxbye. ~