Its a good thing i quit.

Hasn't been updating my blog yesterday . Had really been busy , and hardly get time to update. 

well , been heading out almost everyday . I guess , is also time for me to find a job ASAP , before my birthday come , i guess ? 

Recently , been thinking about myself , have i really change much ? I guess i do . 

A better change or worse ? I aren't sure . Had a haircut the day before . I guess i look more charming now :P I'm in love with my hair <3 

charming enough ? :P 

Earlier on , was talking to someone about some matter .This came to my mind . 

Why human can be so heartless towards people that care for them ?

For example ; knowng the person is treating  you well , being nice to them , giving all their effort . Care for them , despite that they use that chance to make use of you , making you look like a fool , telling someone about what he/she actually did , and yet infront of them saying " I'll appreciate your doings" -.-

Fuck all this craps . I'm not being mean , but really . Sometimes humans just can't decide what are they doing. We treat them nice, because we treat them as one of our beloved friend , someone we would show love and care to . But we aren't someone who they can " reuse, reduce , recycle" . Coming back and forth as when they like or when they are in need of help or we people to be around .

Why can't humans just learn to appreciate what we actually have infront of us ? Appreciate those people who are treating us well . Is there really such heartless people on earth ? Are they even human ?

I dislike people who take me for granted , i guess that's for everyone . Isn't ? who love to be taken for granted ? I'm nice but i aren't someone who you can climb on top of my head . I may no show , but that doesn't mean i don't feel anything . I'm no dumb enough to trust you anymore . I think that's be the end of our  friendship . Or maybe just hi-bye friend ? Maybe not . I guess . 

Just tired of having you around . It's more than enough .

If i really were to ignore you , that's means you and i are really totally over . 

anyway , it's 7:18am . Shall continue with my drama .

lastly , shall share a song with you guys (: 

隱約是你心跳麼

相愛後要怎結果
你別匆匆留下我
眼淚抹掉我感覺
想去問你的太多
心裡問你聽到麼
你別真的忘掉我
昨日約誓與經過

願一生中有你 無奈分開後會無期
仍等你 
直到 你記得起
相擁中最美 無奈今天絕望游離
仍等你
直到再吻著你

感覺像聽到我麼
擁抱在記憶也可
記著不可遺下我

願一生中有你 無奈分開後會無期
仍等你 
直到 你記得起
相擁中最美 無奈今天絕望游離
仍等你
直到再吻著你

你別匆匆留下我
眼淚抹掉我感覺
想去問你的太多
心裡問你聽到麼
你別真的忘掉我
昨日約誓與經過

kthxbye <3