What's love ?
In research ;
Love is...being happy for the other person when they are happy, Being sad for the person when they are sad, Being together in good times, And being together in bad times.
LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF STRENGTH.
Love is...Being honest with yourself at all times, Being honest with the other person at all times, Telling, listening, respecting the truth, And never pretending.
LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF REALITY.
Love is...An understanding so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person, Accepting the other person just the way they are, And not trying to change them to be something else.
LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF UNITY.
Love is...The freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person, The growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual.
LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF SUCCESS.
Love is...The excitement of planning things together, The excitement of doing things together.
LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF THE FUTURE.
Love is...The fury of the storm, The calm in the rainbow.
LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF PASSION.
Love is...Giving and taking in a daily situation, Being patient with each other's needs and desires.
LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF SHARING.
Love is...Knowing that the other person will always be with you regardless of what happens, Missing the other person when they are away but remaining near in heart at all times.
LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF SECURITY.
LOVE IS...THE SOURCE OF LIFE!
But no one can give the proper definition of love.
To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck.
You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it,
love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.
Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.
William Shakespeare.
Been seeing things happen these days . It doesn't seems good .
Sometime i feel , love is such a tough things in the world.
It include we human's feeling , emotions and doings .
Others have been asking , why do i want to be a butch ?
Being hurt by guys ?
Infact , i didn't got hurt by guys . Is just that guys makes me feel insecure all the times .
Their doing , their actions .
Sometime i think and start questioning .
Why humans can't express themselves .
If we love , we show , we say .
Betrays , hitting etc aren't suppose to be in .
Loving someone isin't suppose to be
- Caring for the partner , be it are they doing good or not ?
- Taking care , being lovable by their side when they need us ?
- Pamper , dote and being there just like a best friend for them to listen and share burden with them ?
- Going through all kinds of shits be it who ?
and ofcourse , i don't see that much .
we get a partner to dote , to care , to love .
there should not include hitting , scolding etc .
That's called abuse and not love .
As for me , reason of me being a butch .
Because i wish to pamper and dote someone i really love and that's the purpose .
It's weird that humans nature doings aren't what we say . same goes to me .
But i'll never take granted for someone who loves me .
Being loyal and faithful , that's me .
I used to have a ex-boyfriend . I don't hate him.
Infact , i still love him , up till today .
Reason of me leaving , because he left for further studies at other country .
I claim that i'll wait . Same goes to him .
But at the same time he's pushing me to someone else .
That makes me wanna leave .
Do what you want , not what you must .
He came back to look for me when he's back last year .
I rejected him , because i've became a butch .
I'm someone who won't change my mind set , my doing for anyone .
I've people asking me , you won't change to a girl ?
well , that's hard to say , i can't predict my future .
so far , guys i've seen , really isin't my expectations .
Therefore girls are much more better for me .
Infact , for guy . I say honestly , feeling for guys are weird for me.
because , i can never love them well enough , just weird feelings .
My expectations aren't much for others .
for myself , i ask for a perfect .
i know , there's nothing called perfect .
But atleast nearer to the word "perfect" there is .
I want a "nearly perfect" personality for myself .
Recently , i've been wanting to get myself into a relationship .
i won't get into a relationship just for fun .
i would love to pamper and love someone .
i don't haunt for partner .
i prefer things that goes naturally .
i want pure love .
Afterall , love is still the hardest things to handle in world
but without love , life is nothing .
Tuesday , june 19 2012
Went out to city plaza in the late afternoon to meet elysia , andric , wynn , zarius , clare and ahjie . After that head to sengkang than to bedok and lastly to pasir ris (costa sand) and back home . Got home around 2+ till now .It's 5:47am now
Shall watch my show now , that's all for today .
shall update soon ♥
lastly , share with you guys a song that i've been addicted with it these days.
it's lovely ♥
这街道在下陷 我们就快失去了家园
你我却都没有埋怨 将眼泪停格瞬间
街景摧毁 我内心却不轻易撤退
满天风雪 我们会微笑去面对
我牵着你的手 一路穿梭在城市路口
就算故事到了尽头 我们也绝不退缩
快转风景 被一再提醒失去森林
落叶声音 停不住我们的关心
就算是世界要崩溃 亲爱的我也绝不会落泪
不放弃爱过的那种感觉
珍惜着有你记忆的一切
就算是世界要倾斜
亲爱的我也绝不说离别
尽管末日威胁再强烈 有爱就不累
我牵着你的手 一路穿梭在城市路口
就算故事到了尽头 我们也绝不退缩
快转风景 被一再提醒失去森林
落叶声音 停不住我们的关心
就算是世界要崩溃
亲爱的我也绝不会落泪
不放弃爱过的那种感觉
珍惜着有你记忆的一切
就算是世界要倾斜
亲爱的我也绝不说离别
尽管末日威胁再强烈 有爱就不累
That's all for now
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