These days , i've been really so lazy . I'm finding for a job to settle down my life . Perhaps MIA soon ?
Well , i'm thinking too much these days . This week . Moodless for everything.  Don't feel like going out .
Somehow i feel myself being very useless of unable to get what i want for myself . In the past , i'm so capable of getting things that i want , anytime . Right now , i can't . I gotta really work hard and start to find job .
My life is screwed !  I'm not letting it continue this way . It have to be better .

These days , been really thinking alot .  Being over paranoid everyday . Fuck it , i swear . I hate the feeling of being neglected , i swear ! I can be understanding , but please don't take it for granted .