Trust ?
It have always been an issue of mine . I guess it applies to every human . Sometimes it's hard for us to trust people among us until the day when things happens , we know who are those that can be trusted .
Somehow for me , things don't goes these way . I don't trust . I believe . There's a big difference between "trust" and "believe" . See , observe , listen . That's what i'm always doing , all along . Even as our close friends , sometimes when big matters really happens and you'll know who are those that can make us believe them again . Sometimes the world turn upside down , people that we are close with , that we trust turn the world upside down . It's really deep disappointment to me . I swear .
As for me , my personality . No one knows me well enough , that's what i can say . Not even my parents .
I know myself well enough . After all , the only person that i trust and i've no problem with trusting is only myself . I can joke at times , but not that often . I'm serious at all times . I might take things to heart when people speak . I know the difference between what should be said , what should not be . Things that should done , and not to be etc . I'm not 100% perfect human but i'm a 100% perfect of being a imperfect human !
Is just my character , my beliefs , my personality . I dislike taking this to heart . Sometimes things must take it seriously . Sometimes , even a small issue can get into a big issue . Is not easy being a human , i swear . Sucide have been in my thoughts years back when i'm having a slightly depression . Ohwells . Anyway , today updates .
Woke up in afternoon as charlene , elysia and ivan was at my house last night. Follow by yueting and ahting came to my house in the morning and we went down to nex to meet qianhui , maryn , keith , babyswing . Halfway through when we were having out lunch , we had some issue and decided to meet my babygirl at yio chu kang . Had made my statement at HQ and everyone was safetly back home .
So really tired today , gotta wake my little princess up for school later on . Shall have some rest now and shall update my blog soon . Goodnight . kthxbye .
Meanwhile , i've been really addicted to this song . Being over emotional now . Repeating this song nonstop . Shall share it here with you guys <3
醉了吧，反正清醒更断肠
无力去原谅你背叛
算了吧，反正有你更孤单
你不会知道遗忘有多难
给你的心不要你还，痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段，七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛，泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻，笑着哭哭着笑去想，你的模样
走了吗？走到哪里都一样
你不肯搬出我心上
断了吗？断了见面想不断
为何我总是为难我的慌
*给你的心不要你还，痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段，七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛，泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻，笑着哭哭着笑去想，你的模样 *
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