Lifeless ; goals .

Recently , been really lazy . Laziness is taking control of me . I want my life with full of plans and goals .
I don't wish to be stuck in this kind of lifeless life . I'm starting to find a job for myself , get my pay and get back to my music school . This is what i want . Since my mum aren't supporting me , i'll have my own faith in myself , and also my dad supporting me too . I'll go towards that . I aren't giving up on singing . I'm just stuck in my life , of what i want to do next . I know i can't just stuck here always for the rest of my life .
Firstly , i need a job now . I'm afraid i've lesser time for my friends around me and ofcourse for my babygirl .
Maybe just get a night job ? I may seems to be free everyday , honestly speaking , i hate my life without goals or plans . I swear , this sucks . It don't even feel like life at all . Should i take up my photography course back too ? Aren't these are my passion and interest . I'll for it again . Time is what i need right now .
My birthday is coming in a 2 months time . I'll earn and have fun after that too .

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Babygirl , i'm sorry if i make you feel like i've been treating you cold or being very dao to you . Do not think that way , we are still on the same boat . Nothing changes . Iloveyou . ♥