Horrible day .

Last night was a horrible night for me . Couldn't sleep at all . Can just die on the spot , on my bed .
Couldn't sleep . Feel like my neck gonna drop anytime . Bone gonna crack anytime also .
Running high fever , totally cannot breath , causing my chest pain . Wake my grandma up to call my dad to bring me to hospital till afternoon . Finally i could sleep now , at least i'm much better right now .
Having inhaler with me all time , before i run out of breathe again .
Well , thank you grandma for being there for all the while for 18 years . Without you in my life , i'll be really alone . I hope you'll stay healthy for long . I need you here for me . Iloveyou .

Well , shall have a good rest tonight . Heading down to cinieleisure tomorrow . Wait for desmond to come .
Hopefully he will , lets pray ! anyway , goodnight girl♥

Baby ♥ . 
I thank you for those little care and concern you had for me . Worried for me throughout the whole day at home and not going to school . I'm sorry for contacting you back at such a late timing today . I appreciate for all you've done for me . Baby , i hope we will last long . We will , alright . No matter what , at the end of the day we would still be together . Remember ? Iloveyou . No more negative thoughts. We should communicate with each other more , be it good or bad . Sharing all kinds of things to each other . I hope you mum allows us to get together and also i hope even if she don't will you . If in future there's anything happens between us , any conflict , promise me that we won't us the word "break" easily among us okay . Wei'll go through things together and do not keep things between us alright ? I'll be here for you all the time ♥
Don't be afraid we would be apart . From now on , i promise that i'll give my best to you . To walk through every problems that we face , be it yours or mine . I may not be the best , but i know i'll giving my best of all to you . As long as you try , i'll stay .  Although , sometimes we argue about some small matters , but baby you mean more than those matters . I’d rather lose the argument than to lose you  . Iloveyou baby ♥ I can’t fix all your problem but I can promise you won’t have to face them all alone. ღ
Your Stupididotpckmybichtybastardboyfee ♥

Kthxbye  ♥